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Growing up Too Late
02:00
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My heart is full of anger
My head is full of hate
My soul is full of anguish
I’m growing up too late
Why did this happen
I’m not a bad person
What was I thinking
In the dark
Why did I listen
I should have known better
Why did I let myself
Carry on
The pain is consuming
I cannot bear this fate
I want to get better but I’m
Growing up too late
Why did that happen
We did not deserve this
What was I doing to those I loved
Why did I suffer
With pride like a martyr
How could you let me
Carry on
I’ve bene to the bottom
And now I have to wait
For courage to find me for
I’ve grown up too late
I’ve grown up too late
I’ve grown up too late
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2. |
I'm Sorry
01:44
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I’m going to grow love in my heart
Bigger and bigger and bigger
For you deserve a mother who loves
Deeper and deeper and deeper
I’m sorry I didn’t look after myself
I’m sorry I made the wrong call
I’m sorry my ego made us both suffer
I’m sorry for it all
I’m going to make peace in my heart
Flower and flower and flower
For you deserve a mother who can
Be there and be there and be there
I’m sorry you had such a rough introduction
I’m sorry I’ve not been around
I’m sorry I got myself into a mess and
I’m sorry for the sadness you found
I’m going to grow trust in myself
Truer and truer and truer
For you deserve a mother who grows
Stronger and stronger and stronger
Thank you for smiling despite all the pain
Thank you for making me see
Thank you for showing me where I went wrong
Thank you for helping me be
Thank you for helping me be
Thank you for helping me be
Thank you for helping me be
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3. |
My Bird
02:18
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My bird has not learnt how to fly
To eagerly spread both his wings
My bird has been worried and tense
For I’ve been focusing on the wrong things
My bird has not had space to grow
To laugh and to play and to sing
My bird has been frightened and scared
For I’ve been focusing on the wrong things
I want to heal together
Through laughter and play and love
I want to find peace together
And soar in the skies up above
My bird I’m so sorry and sad
For the darkness and all that it brings
I wish I had built a safe nest
But I’d been focusing on the wrong things
We can heal together
Through laughter and play and love
We will find peace together
And soar in the skies up above
For now I can see the sun
Catch a glimpse of the rays in the sky
I know what I have to do now
To make sure that my bird learns to fly
For now I can see the sun
Catch a glimpse of the rays in the sky
I know what I have to do now
To make sure that my bird learns to fly
To make sure that my bird learns to fly
Fly, Fly, Fly
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4. |
You Don't Understand
00:55
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What was right for you
Might not be right for me
I’m not the same as you
You’re not the same as be
Our bodies are not the same
Our minds are not the same
Our hearts are not the same
Our truths are not the same
Please don’t try to fix me
Don’t treat me like a fool
The problems I encountered
Needed completely different tools
Our memories are different
We see things differently
For what happened to you
Did not happen to me
For what happened to you
Did not happen to me
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5. |
Lost Time
01:53
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I will make life bright for you
I will make life right for you
I will make life kind for you
For I’m making up lost time
I will act with kindness
Lighting up the darkness
I won’t act with blindness
For I’m making up lost time
Every moment is precious
The chance to do something kind
Every moment is precious
The change to do something right
I will learn to guide you
Through the dark inside you
I will be more wise for you
For I’m making up lost time
Every moment is precious
The chance to do something kind
Every moment is precious
The change to do something right
I will learn to guide us
Through the dark inside us
I will be more wise for us
For I’m making up lost time
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6. |
It's Easy When
00:52
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It’s easy to love when everything’s bright
The sunshine pours in and bathes us in light
And everything’s tidy in our home and in our minds but
Can you still love when life turns out the light
It’s easy to sing when everything’s clear
Your head and your heart is all hope and no fear
You’ve got lots of friends and a decent career but
Can you still sing when despair is so near
It’s easy to dance when your mind is at peace
Your whole body flows with a gentle release
The music is healing
That’s just how life feels but
Can you still dance when you’re gripped by this fear
It’s easy to play when everything’s fun
You’re just in the flow and the laughing’s begun
Imagination has the freedom to run but
Can you still play when the tears start to come
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I’ve learnt this lesson before
I can’t believe I’m here again
I’d make life feel effortless
Like a game and not a chore
I’ve learnt this lesson before
I’ve learnt this lesson before
I blindly walked into a trap
Of my own making
I pushed open the door
I’ve learnt this lesson before
I’ve learnt this lesson so many times before
Pretending that I’m someone else
So terrified and full of fear
So deeply insecure
I’ve learnt this lesson before
I’ve learnt this lesson before
Living an authentic life
Being my own person
Not blaming anymore
I’ve learnt this lesson before
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My roots run deep
Some strong some weak
But slowly I see
New shoots of green
A smile, a laugh
A moment of peace
I’m going to turn over a brand new leaf
I choose life
To battle the strife
To put on my armour and fight the good fight
Energy and strength
And doing what’s right
I’m going to retrain my stubborn mind
Won’t look back
I’ll only fall
Into the abyss I know too well
I’ll grow t’ward the light
The future’s in sight
Open up my wings and finally take flight
I’ve got to keep moving, moving on
Even when everything feels so wrong
Though I wish I could, I can’t change what’s gone
But I can change the ending of this song
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9. |
Buried in My Heart
03:19
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Needing reassurance
But there’s nothing they can say
To take this pain away
It’s buried in my heart
Seeking consolation
But there’s nothing they can do
To make the truth less true
It’s buried in my heart
I wish I could bury it In the ground
I wish I could hide it away
I wish I could bury it In the ground
Maybe I can one day
Stop myself from ringing
Force myself to be
A stronger force than me
But its still buried in my heart
Take my time be gentle
But the anger and the pain
The regret and burning shame
Are still buried in my heart
Can I transform the sorrow
Can I turn the pain to peace
Can I feel a deep release
Or is it buried in my heart
Will it make me wiser
Will it make me grow
Into the person that I know
I can be in my heart
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10. |
The Spaces Between
01:32
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The space between the open sky
Against the raging sea
The space between the sunset
And the morning breaking free
The space between the past
and what the future still could be
Is the space between who I am
And who I want to be
Panic taken over me
Like a tidal wave
Worries taken over me
Making me a slave
Punishing myself
To prove to others I was brave
When all I should have cared about
Was keeping you safe
How can I forgive myself
And move on with my life
How can I let go of things
To make everything right
How can I go on
And have the strength inside to fight
When things could be so different
As day is from night
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11. |
Time to Let Go
02:11
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Time to let go now
Throw it into the sea
Time to let go
And let peace come to me
I can’t change what’s past
But I can change what can be
And live joyously with you, your father and me
Time to let go now
Of the suffering and pain
Time to stop punishing
And start life again
I can’t change what’s past
But I can change what can be
And live fearlessly with you, your father and me
Time to stop judging
And feel humility
Time to stop longing
For what could have been
I can’t change what’s past
But I can change what can be
And live peacefully with you, your father and me
Time to be present
And greet each new day
Time to be wiser
And make time to play
I can’t change what’s past
But I can change what can be
And live happily with you, your father and me
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12. |
Surrounded by Love
02:29
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I’ve not been raising you
You’ve been raising me
Into the mother
I didn’t know I could be
I feel boundless and joyful
And dizzy with hope
After the storm
There came a rainbow
Surrounded by love
Surrounded by love
I am surrounded
Surrounded by love
I want you to learn
The lesson I’ve learned
Be kind to yourself
You’re already enough
And even when life
Feels as cold as the night
Fear not for the stars
Will soon be in sight
Surrounded by love
Surrounded by love
You are surrounded
Surrounded by love
For as we both grow
And deepen our love
As we both look
To the heavens above
We’ll journey together
Side by side
I’m so excited
To be on the ride
Surrounded by love
Surrounded by love
We are surrounded
Surrounded by love
Surrender to love
Surrender to love
I have surrendered
Surrendered to love
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