My heart is full of anger
My head is full of hate
My soul is full of anguish
I’m growing up too late
Why did this happen
I’m not a bad person
What was I thinking
In the dark
Why did I listen
I should have known better
Why did I let myself
Carry on
The pain is consuming
I cannot bear this fate
I want to get better but I’m
Growing up too late
Why did that happen
We did not deserve this
What was I doing to those I loved
Why did I suffer
With pride like a martyr
How could you let me
Carry on
I’ve bene to the bottom
And now I have to wait
For courage to find me for
I’ve grown up too late
I’ve grown up too late
I’ve grown up too late
credits
from Darkness Into Light,
released April 24, 2020
Written and performed by Eleanor Dattani
Recorded on the 7th and 8th of March 2020.
Engineered, Mixed and Mastered by Marley Starskey Butler.